Whatever is going on with me, huh? I didn’t have my supper for tonight. I’ve got a freakin’ fever and a darned tonsillitis. Didn’t have my medicines on schedule.

It’s such an ungodly hour – which means that I already have to sleep. But the thing is, I wanna sleep but I don’t want to. I really hate it when stuff feels that way.


Some help would be really nice…

That officer-thing still bugs me…

It kinda gets into my schedule.

If not for it I could have gone home, went to the bank, deposited some money, then ordered my books. Then, I would only have to wait for one more week. But since they had that “seminar for student leaders”-thing I wasn’t able to go home. Now I would have to wait for another two weeks.

edit: One more thing, there was another induction of officers yesterday during the seminar. Thing is, like before, I did not accept it – I don’t want it. Funny thing is, we were asked to sing the university hymn and I know no jack about it! Haha…

Crap! Anyway, let it rip!

I’ll just take a breath and hold on.

Last night was one of those I-don’t-know-how-to-define nights


It’s just that… I really don’t know how to say what I want to say.

Talkin’ ’bout nothing in particular? It sounds like nothing or some nonsense but it did make sense for me. Somehow.

Stuff were brought out. Tears? Yeah. Thing is, I halted someone from continuing whatever she was talkin’ ’bout ’cause I didn’t wanna cry like hell.

This one got mentioned: something about hating death. (Deal with some grammar errors and typos. I’ve got my issues that time.)

Well, anyway, we went home past ten p.m. but I didn’t care about the time. I just don’t know why. We started talkin’ at about 7p.m. Whatever.

One more thing – we did not have supper.